Audra absolutely does not have any mental issues that I cannot handle <3 I am completely capable of helping her in any physical or emotional situation and being a positive reinforcement in her life. I truly hope that I anchor her as much as she anchors me in reality while still encouraging me to chase my dreams <3
It is very rare that I meet anyone these days who do not bear some sort of physical scars as the result of an emotional instance at some point in their lives. I am fine with this, I do not encourage it, and she has not had any new scars over the course of our relationship. Again, I make sure I am always there to talk about whatever is on her mind if she is feeling a bit over or underwhelmed. She is always loved and can talk to me about anything <3
I do not know about any eating disorder she may have, if any. She has started eating meat again because she was worried about her weight a little while ago because she could not gain weight, but she eats more than me sometimes. She is not doing anything unhealthy in regards to consumption, she freaked out back when I drank sodas as much as I did, and constantly helps me to be a more healthy person. I am definitely better-off because of it =) I have extremely high doubts that she would do anything blatantly unhealthy; that claim alone would probably be a more insulting than anything else *o*
I used to feel insecure about people I was romantically involved with being in porn. Of any kind; anything risque, tasteful or not. It no longer bothers me though. She has never done anything that is too crazy, she is usually just naked on camera around other naked girls and food. No penetration from self or other. She knows what I am comfortable with and always asks me what I think of something that might be a bit crazy. I have said I was uncomfortable with a few things and she has agreed in the past and turned them down. She just likes to roll around in frosting and slime and other pastries. She has expressed that she would do this on her own, not on camera, and has a few times. It is something she likes to do regardless of what people think, and has made me feel completely safe and secure throughout her work =) It is new to me and I enjoy it <3 The only insecurities I have are rooted not in shortcomings, but within loss. I would be devastated if anything were to take her away from me. I would travel the ends of the earth to get her back <3 she is my absolute love <3
she is wonderful and breathtaking in every form of art she chooses to do, I am incredibly lucky to have found her <3
Come n face me anon! Whats this really about huh!! I’ll fight ya!! I’ll fight all of ya!!!
a) I started having panic attacks last year due to situational duress, and possibly because of the birth control I was on. have only had one attack since I ceased using it! Otherwise I’ve never been diagnosed with any mental issues. Maybe there IS something seriously wrong with me (the evidence is rather abundant) but never have I ever had issues functioning as a well adjusted, empathetic, and reasonable person. Unless I am very tired.
b) Self harm for me. Well the brutal savage I was never really died in me. I loved to test my body, to see how far I could push my control. I will admit that it was a vice rather than a cry for help. A guilty pleasure and a closed chapter of my life.
c) Sorry if this wounds you but dis body is my natural body. I wanna get more buff tho. >:(
d) As much as I wish I could proudly wield the title “cake fucker” I sadly have never ACTUALLY fucked a cake. I know, I’m a disappointment even to myself. It’s just not practical! I do love frosting and sprinkles ever so much though! You know what? Some people are going to masturbate to my pictures regardless of the content. People I don’t know using my completely innocent photos for dubious purposes. So I figure I may as well supply what people are taking from me for free already. I’m not ashamed of my body nor my actions. I also don’t think it is shameful for people to enjoy them as they will because repression is a dangerous thing. To be frank I don’t behave sexually in any of my photoshoots. I am just having fun… while naked… with cake on my butt! I really do hope I can do a slimey photoshoot soon too!!
NATHAN WHY DO YOU HAVE TO GO AND BE SO SWEET AND AMAZING AND WONDERFUL HUH!??!?! STOP LOVING ME SO MUCH I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH ALL OF THIS LOVE I AM LOST IN THE SEA OF YOUR LOVE WITH OUT A LIFE JACKET don’t help me though drowning like this is fine I’m ok <3
Seriously I was fucking fed up with all this relationship bullshit I keep getting roped into, I was done. I was all done deal sealed. Nathan convinced me otherwise and although his persistence can be a pain in the ass I’m so (SO SO SO SO) grateful everyday that he has never not once given up on me <3 And yeah I AM unapologetically volatile, boisterous, contemptible— The very image of the worst sort of person. I won’t deny it! And yet still I am worth the love of this equally prodigious and infinitely more magnanimous being. I hate myself a lot sometimes but I can’t be all that bad coz this guy right here is ace and a half! <3
So much this! I adore when amazing couples who deserve each other are able to unite. And there will always been tons of people looking to attack others over things they themselves are insecure about. From a guy who’s been the target of slings and arrows from a bunch of jerks who wish they have what I do, the worst thing your detractors can experience is you living well. I say enjoy the shit out of everything you do and let the nay-sayers be damned.